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I will allow nothing to get in the way of me getting what I want.
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2.
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I find myself blaming society and external circumstances for the problems I have had in my life.
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3.
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Change can be scary.
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4.
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Even though I may start out with the best of intentions I have trouble remaining focused and staying "on track".
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5.
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There is nothing I can't do if I try hard enough.
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6.
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When pressured by life's problems, I have said "the hell with it" and followed this up by using drugs or engaging in crime.
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7.
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It's unsettling not knowing what the future holds.
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8.
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I have found myself blaming the victims of some of my crimes by saying things like "they deserved what they got" or "they should have known better".
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9.
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One of the first things I consider in sizing up another person is whether they look strong or weak.
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10.
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I occasionally think of things too horrible to talk about.
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11.
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I am afraid of losing my mind.
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12.
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The way I look at it, I've paid my dues and am therefore justified in taking what I want.
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13.
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The more I got away with crime the more I thought there was no way thepolice or authorities would ever catch up with me.
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14.
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I believe that breaking the law is no big deal as long as you don't physically hurt someone.
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15.
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I have helped out friends and family with money acquired illegally.
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16.
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I am uncritical of my thoughts and ideas to the point that I ignore the problems and difficulties associated with these plans until it is too late.
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17.
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It is unfair that I have been imprisoned for my crimes when bank presidents, lawyers, and politicians get away with all sorts of illegal and unethical behavior every day.
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18.
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I find myself arguing with others over relatively trivial matters.
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19.
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I can honestly say that the welfare of my victims was something I took into account when I committed my crimes.
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20.
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When frustrated I find myself saying "screw it" and then engaging in some irresponsible or irrational act.
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21.
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New challenges and situations make me nervous.
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22.
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Even when I got caught for a crime, I would convince myself that there was no way they would convict me or send me to prison.
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23.
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I find myself taking shortcuts, even if I know these shortcuts will interfere with my ability to achieve certain long-term goals.
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24.
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When not in control of a situation I feel weak and helpless and experience a desire to exert power over others.
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25.
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Despite the criminal life I have led, deep down I am basically a good person.
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26.
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I will frequently start an activity, project, or job but then never finish it.
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27.
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I regularly hear voices and see visions which others do not hear or see.
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28.
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When it's all said and done, society owes me.
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29.
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I have said to myself more than once that if it wasn't for someone "snitching" on me I would have never gotten caught.
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30.
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I tend to let things go which should probably be attended to, based on my belief that they will work themselves out.
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31.
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I have used alcohol or drugs to eliminate fear or apprehension before committing a crime.
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32.
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I have made mistakes in life.
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33.
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On the streets, I would tell myself I needed to rob or steal in order to continue living the life I had coming.
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34.
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I like to be on center stage in my relationships and conversations with others, controlling things as much as possible.
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35.
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When questioned about my motives for engaging in crime, I have justified my behavior by pointing out how hard my life has been.
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36.
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I have trouble following through on good initial intentions.
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37.
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I find myself expressing tender feelings toward animals or little children in order to make myself feel better after committing a crime or engaging in irresponsible behavior.
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38.
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There have been times in my life when I felt I was above the law.
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39.
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It seems that I have trouble concentrating on the simplest of tasks.
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40.
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I tend to act impulsively under stress.
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41.
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Why should I be made to appear worthless in front of friends and family when it is so easy to take from others.
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42.
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I have often not tried something out of fear that I might fail.
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43.
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I tend to put off until tomorrow what should have been done today.
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44.
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Although I have always realized that I might get caught for a crime, I would tell myself that there was "no way they would catch me this time".
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45.
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I have justified selling drugs, burglarizing homes, or robbing banks by telling myself that if I didn't do it someone else would.
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46.
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I find it difficult to commit myself to something I am not sure of because of fear.
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47.
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People have difficulty understanding me because I tend to jump around from subject to subject when talking.
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48.
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There is nothing more frightening than change.
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49.
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Nobody tells me what to do and if they try I will respond with intimidation, threats, or I might even get physically aggressive.
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50.
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When I commit a crime or act irresponsibly I will perform a "good deed" or do something nice for someone as a way of making up for the harm I have caused.
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51.
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I have difficulty critically evaluating my thoughts, ideas, and plans.
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52.
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Nobody before or after can do it better than me because I am stronger, smarter, or slicker than most people.
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53.
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I have rationalized my irresponsible actions with such statements as "everybody else is doing it so why shouldn't I".
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If challenged I will sometimes go along by saying "yeah, you're right", even when I know the other person is wrong, because it's easier than arguing with them about it.
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55.
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Fear of change has made it difficult for me to be successful in life.
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56.
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The way I look at it I'm not really a criminal because I never intended to hurt anyone.
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57.
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I still find myself saying "the hell with working a regular job, I'll just take it".
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58.
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I sometimes wish I could take back certain things I have said or done.
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59.
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Looking back over my life I can see now that I lacked direction and consistency of purpose.
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60.
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Strange odors, for which there is no explanation, come to me for no apparent reason.
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61.
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When on the streets, I believed I could use drugs and avoid the negative consequences (addiction, compulsive use) that I observed in others.
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62.
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I tend to be rather easily sidetracked so that I rarely finish what I start.
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63.
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If there is a short-cut or easy way around something I will find it.
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64.
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I have trouble controlling my angry feelings.
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65.
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I believe that I am a special person and that my situation deserves special consideration.
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66.
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There is nothing worse than being seen as weak or helpless.
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67.
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I view the positive things I have done for others as making up for the negative things.
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68.
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Even when I set goals, I frequently do not obtain them because I am distracted by events going on around me.
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69.
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There have been times when I tried to change but was prevented from doing so because of fear.
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70.
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When frustrated, I will throw rational thought to the wind with such statements as "screw it" or "the hell with it".
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I have told myself that I would never have had to engage in crime if I had had a good job.
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72.
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I can see that my life would be more satisfying if I could learn to make better decisions.
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73.
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There have been times when I have felt entitled to break the law in order to pay for a vacation, new car, or expensive clothing that I told myself I needed.
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74.
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I rarely considered the consequences of my actions when I was in the community.
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75.
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A significant portion of my life on the streets was spent trying to control people and situations.
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76.
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When I first began breaking the law, I was very cautious, but as time went by and I didn't get caught, I became overconfident and convinced myself that I could do just about anything and get away with it.
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77.
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As I look back on it now, I was a pretty good guy even though I was involved in crime.
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78.
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There have been times when I have made plans to do something with my family and then cancelled these plans so that I could hang out with my friends, use drugs, or commit crimes.
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79.
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I tend to push problems to the side rather than dealing with them.
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80.
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I have used good behavior (abstaining from crime for a period of time) or various situations (fight with a spouse) to give myself permission to commit a crime or engage in other irresponsible activities such as using drugs.
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